My Responsibility

For years, as i search for love, i've always felt that it was the guys responsibility to look after the girls heart, to not give false hope that wat they have is forever, however, it's only lately i've realise that it's not only the guys responsibility to guard the girls heart, it's also my own responsiblity to not expect anything and to be ready to accept that wat is goin on now might not last forever, yes guys do play a role, that they should not say things they don't really mean, or dun really know, but it's also my responsibility to not expect anything from them. to not want something to happen, and hope that it'll last forever. though it's definately not something that i personally can do. the not expecting that he is the one i'll spent my whole life with, i should learn to be contented at where we're at and to just let things slowly happen, instead of rushing things coz i know that it might end. guess i really got to learn to jus let the things that are not meant to happen to go. hopefully... i will be able to do it...