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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Falling into confusion

OK! so FINE !!! i have a crush.... hm... but i feel so confused and so irratated.... i dun understand... why the frustration??? it doesn't make sense... like or dun like... then why do me, myself and i feel so frustrated that i like someone... hm.... it's jus so me... liking someone, chickening out of it and most likely totally ignore that person till this feeling is gone.... am i that insecure? or i'm just scare of committment??? seems like there might be more than this....always giving hot n cold signals... that'll be me... really.. first time i feel like i'm falling into confusion... nvm.... it's jus a crush... lets see how long it will last... but then again.. this frustration??? hm... i need a cold shower now... maybe i'll feel better after that!!!!