The PAst

There are things in life that one will not easily forget..... a memorable memory be it sad or happy... today.. as i went out with a friend... i was reminded of one such event... a moment in my life where from that time onwards i started to grew up to become who i am today.... i must admit that this moment it my life was full of happiness in the beginning and it ended very bitter and sad... but it was that such a moment that i will never forget.... it's really been a long time since the last time i thought about it.... till today... but the past is the past and though i will admit that it still brings me much joy and pain whenever i think about it.... i have finally move on and looked into what the future brings forth for me... 2007 was a year of trials... the end of a 2 year mourning period and now 2008 marks a new beginning for me... i've cried my last and learnt from the past and now i'm ready to learn more about myself and to be confident and stand firm on my principals and belief.... i cannot change the past neither do i regreat the decisions i make because i realise that it was through those decisions i made that have shaped me into who and what i am today.... do i still think about the people that was in that memorable past event? i have to admit that it has been less to none.... bout i'm still afraid to face them.... sometimes the greatest fear i have is facing my past... this is something that i will still have to slowly learn.... what is done is done... and we only have to move on.... i'm finally contented....