evicted!!!

sigh.... life is unfair but what can we do.... 2 weeks b4 my finals n my reapplication for my housing is denied! not that i'm a bad tenant... jus that i didn't socialies enough... sorryla if i have to study... shot me coz i need to graduate and work... like i dun have enuf problems now... need to put on me the resposiblility to find a new place to stay... all b'coz? i dun party with them??? stupid reason to denie ppl of accomodation dun u think?... now have to find another location thats near to uni n my work place.... sigh.... worried bout my safety also now... been complaining liao for about 2 whole days... still not enough i really dun like this kind of stuff especially when it's so near exam.... another headache coming on... need to lay down now.... idiots!!!!! IDIOTS!!!! eeeeeeeeee...........

when times are stress

Flying
Standing at the edge,
I can see the city beneath my feet,
Wondering what it's like to fall into the busy streets,
Letting go of everything I've held close in my life,
And for once...just learn to fly
Would it be painless?
Will my memories flash before my eyes?
How would it feel like dancing vertically in slow motion,
Would it be beautiful from my point of view?
Or will horror and fear prevail?
Taking in an air of estacy as i'm trying to omprehend this,
I can feel my courage soaring now as the need for peace creeps desperately into my soul,
Nothing in the world could prepare me for this,
The beauty of falling into an eternal rest,
Where neither presure nor expctation exist,
No more pain,
No confusion and there it will remain.....
Peace....
Only peace.....

just something i wrote a long while ago to release stress.... poetry can help release stress eventhough it will not happen... hehehehe was trying out a new genre of poetry inspired by you... hehehe....

MY TURN?

hm.... wondering when my turn will be.... to find the guy that u wanna wake up next to everyday... the kind u'll love to hate yet without him... ur heart will break... the kind who will give up he's heart to you and love you like ur the only thing in the world.... the one i'll be with for the rest of my life....but it will all have to wait la.... too busy and tired to keep it at the moment....