As autumn ends, it's the beginning of winter

sigh... as i'm currently freezing my ass off... dah la kan tak boleh tahan sejuk kat m'sia sini lagi teruk... autumn is ending soon and winter will take it's place... the tempreture can drop till 6 and knowing how i hate cold... i jus cannot tahan all those early morning coldness... but on another note... been feeling super emo... dunno why and jus feel like gonna break down soon..(not good).. guess my world's been turning upside dwn since last year.. with so many changes in my life like church, life, college... i'm jus still trying to figure myself out... trying to figure who i am what i am and wat i want to be... it's not easy when u've been building an image of urself for so many years and in a year everything change n u realise that u have to build urself again.... i really dunno where to start or how to do it...and i feel lost....forgetting who i was before this and wondering how to get myself back.... so i indulge myself in work and by focusing on things that are easy to figure out like studies but i can't denied there is still something missing..... inside..... my identity, myself.... still trying to find for it....