Music TAg FUn

The rules laid out are:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Write any comments you have after the song name.
5. Tag everyone who’s linked to your blog (those reading this entry included too!) and get them to tell you when they’ve done theirs, so you can both laugh at each other’s “misfortunes” or “coincidences”! =D

If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Unstoppable by The Calling *coolness =P!*

How would you describe yourself?
Rehab by AmyWinehouse *oh no! since when do i have an alcohol addiction? hehehe...my daddy thinks i'm fine... and it's true... i dun have the time...hehehe *

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Anak ayam by too phat *hm... like a guy who likes chicks? hehehe... yup yup certainly like straight guys...duh!!!*

How do you feel today?
Big girls don't cry by fergie *hm... yea... i am a big girl now... and i dun cry anymore*

What is your life's purpose?
a spanish song by son by four & jaci * no idea what they are singing so can't tell u my life's purpose.....*

What is your motto?
Love me like the world is ending by ben lee * hehehe... yes people... better love me like the world is ending... =p!*

What do your friends think of you?
I'm moving on by rascle flatts *hm..... i dun want them to move on from me!!! ... i love u all so so much!!!!! *

What do you think of your parents?
Sorry, blame it on me by akon *sorry mummy n daddy for being a naughty girl and not living up to what we had in mind*

What do you think about very often?.
Nothing's changed at all by the calling *trying to convince myself that everything is still the same when it's not?*

What do you think of your best friend?
My cinderella y lil romeo *aww.... she is a cinderella... deserves her prince charming!!!! *

What do you think of the person you like?
I can love you like that by all for one *i can love him like that?... hehehhe if he want i can...maybe.....*

What is your life story?
Chariot by gavin degraw *hm....ur golden waves are walking down on this face...i'm singing out loud... give me ur strength? *

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Dedebu Cinta by misha omar *so sad one.... bertabur and berlalu...debunga pilu pergila bersama rinduku....tinggal la cintaku yang luka semula...*

What will they play at your funeral?
one by one by the calling *er..no comment sound so saddistic *

What is your hobby/interest?
this is the air i breath by mercy me *breathing is my hobby...but i like sleeping more ler..*

What is your biggest fear?
somebody out there by the calling *being alone and unloved*

What is your biggest secret?
beautiful girls by jojo (her reply to sean's song) *i might have caused a few broken hearts*

What do you think of your friends?
shake yer body by gerhana ska cinta ft too phat *my friends ROCK!!!*

Dreams n thoughts

Here's what my dreams are...

i want to dance - to express myself thur my body... to feel the songs flow through my soul onto my feet and to jus move to the rhythm in a beautiful movement
i want to sing - to sing my heart out... to mean every word and to feel like in my soul... to sing the tunes and carry it as if it is my own... to sing like how it was meant to be sung
i want to live - to live life always being joyous... meeting people and always try to impact ppl i meet
i want to love - to give my heart n take all risk accociated with it and to jus care with all my heart not worrying about if it will be returned a not
i want to draw - to hold a pencil and sketch all the images and art in my head that i see... to express myself not only in body but also thru paper
i want to take pictures - to allow others to see how i view the world.... to capture a certain beauty in things which seems most ordinary and overlooked...

i really dunno why i'm studying accounting at the moment since all i wan to do seems really into the arts side... hehehehe but i guess in time we'll find it out

till then.. HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY M"SIA!!!!

Good Girl? Bad Girl?

Sorry for the emo-ness..... hav u ever feel that u're not good enuf? that u've done something so bad that u somehow feel it's unforgivable n u jus wanna be left alone down that path which u know will lead to misery but u jus wanna walk in it coz u know u're not good anymore? i feel that way... like i've done some stuff that i feel it's unforgivable and that i'm ashame of n i jus wanna be left alone to walk down this path of destruction.... i can't explain why i feel this way all i know is i'm in too deep to let it go... i jus want him... i know he's no good for me... i know i can do better but at this moment i jus want him... i know he used me... i know i can never be happy with him... but for this moment i wish he was here with me.... sigh... i know i shouldn't miss him.. but i can't help it.... i do miss him and i miss him badly... oh my... someone pls knock some sense into me!!! sigh....i think i might jus have turned into a bad girl....

Broken.... finally

sigh.... "u'll never know what u have till it's gone" this is a quote that has been reminding of the slight pain of a memory i have now.... not to mention the countless songs that sings about love torn apart....i'll have to admit that i'm a bit if not alot of a saddist... i kinda like the intense of feeling apart from the one u love... yet... it's so painful and most, many a time u wish that person wat jus here with you..... i need someone to love.... maybe then i won't feel so lonely.... yet the process of knowing someone n letting them know u n then deciding if u should get together a not... seems..so... LONG... u know like forever... i'm like so tired of having to go thur that initial stage over and over and over again.... maybe that's why to a certain degree i much prefer arrange marriages.... so fast n easy... MARRIGE first then fall in LOVE.... sigh... committement bound... learn to love each other thru it all...

When u hate work

Working now is like a drag.... everytime i go to work is a day when i feel like crying... i can't really explain but when it happens i really hate working.... but always at the end of the day i will find a reason to stay and continue to work... the only reason i still work there is coz i believe if u can take the shit they are giving my now i can do it later in the future... though it is not a good reason to work in a place you hate.... it's not giving up on it that makes me stay.... the customers also give me much relieve to see them smile n to talk to some of them makes this job worth working... i jus wish they would treat me a little better... everyday this semester is like battle... struggling to constantly put up with people who look down on me and put me down with their words and action... sometimes i feel so tired... trying to win over and over and over again... to prove to them that i can do it.... it is a struggle.... but i know in my heart is only i can take this battle one day at a time... i will survive and when i do.... i know i can survive anything... it's not "the how many timesu fall down" that counts its the "how many times u get up when ur down" that makes all the difference... and i know i can make it... patience amanda....patience.....

SOLUTION!!!

Finally bought a wheeler bag to carry all my textbooks..hehehe.... enjoy the pics of my new bag!!

A Bug!!!

HAve you ever wondered why some ppl just get to you?
sigh... like a bug that is always disturbing you... this ppl jus get to you and you have no idea why! WHY!!!! hehehehe... so mang ler.... dun understand how can these ppl jus find the rite way to creep into your skin and get to you... wish i can squach the feelings like a bug...eee....